i didnt see it coming, really. the sudden breaking down after the econs mcq and gp were returned.
ms neo said not to be too hard on myself. but i KNOW what im capable of, and stupid mistakes irk me to no end.
i was pissed off, quite a bit today. but seeing val ard always makes me happy :)

the visits to NUS archi and ID sch, and to The Shooting Gallery/wishing well were really gd.
but the latter was far more interesting of cos :P
thanks ms kee for all the trouble arranging these for us!

i dont know, but i guess im not much affected anymore. appearances that are unexpected, and disappointing disappearances.
which is gd for one of us, perhaps.

birthday's coming... and i was actually reflecting on what i really want.
i dont know, im having increasing trouble trying to tell people what i want,
because in fact what i want are intangibles.
perhaps ive morphed into a feel-good junkie, but
give me a hug, a smile
give me your time, to hang out somewhere, do something together
give me updates on your life, so we can still stay close friends even while being in diff classes, diff schs.
give me memories, they last longer than the material stuff i have.
and this is what my heart blurted out, in a caustic moment without regards for people ard me.

its not tt i dont treasure gifts, i do still. they're love( or so i would want to think) in concrete form? lol. :P